Nobody

I am nobody. Nobody is perfect. Therefore i am perfect ♥

Now I Found You Guys

Dulu Harun pernah nanya: kamu pernah ga punya temen yang bener-bener temen,sampe semuanya yang kita punya kita percayain ke mereka? Atau yang udah lama dari kecil,sampe udah bener-bener deket?
Dan waktu itu gue jawab,belum.
Ya,dulu gue pikir belum ada orang yang bisa disebut teman dengan kriteria tersebut. semuanya ga bisa dipercaya,semuanya mendekatkan diri cuma kalo butuh sesuatu.

Tapi ternyata gue salah. Sekarang gue berani jawab iya,gue udah dapet bahkan yang lebih dari itu. cuma gue baru sadar ketulusan hati mereka bahkan saat yang namanya perpisahan itu udah di depan mata.

Temen-temen yang hatinya tulus. yang jaman sekarang mau membantu tanpa pamrih,mendukung satu sama lain,memberi pundak saat gue nangis,memberi hiburan untuk gue ketawa,menenangkan saat gue sebel,meredakan saat gue emosi,menyediakan segala pikiran positif saat gue jealous,bahkan ada disamping saat gue sakit :'( mencari jalan keluar untuk satu masalah bareng-bareng, teman berfikir positif untuk semua fakta negatif, teman yang ada di samping saat berjalan,bukan didepan seperti majikan atau di belakang seperti babu. yang saling mengajari banyak hal,yang mengajari bagaimana rasanya salah paham,membohongi dan dibohongi.

Gue lebih memilih menjadi anak nerdy bergaul sama temen-temen yang pinter,rajin,konyol,easy going dan tulus......................

Maaf kalo ada yang tersinggung di postingan gue kali ini. ga ada maksud apa-apa :)
Thanks to:
Nadya Mara Adelina
Maggie Fay Ariel
Marchsya Andina
Dhea Fadlia
Wiena Murdianasari
Clarisha Zukhrufa

Shiterday

Heyo heyo! you know what? this saturday is my worst saturday ever. why?
First,i'm sick. Fever. but this fever is hurt. i feel like in the north pole cause it feels too cold around me. although i already wear a sweater,socks,scarf oh well that's warm stuff not enough.
Second, Because of this shitty fever i couldn't go to Dio's house yesterday for my class LAST graduation :'( i miss you guys!!!
Third,until this second i'm at home ALONE! please underline this. hello? now is 18.00 o'clock. and i'm at home alone? My mom and daddy with my sister go to the hospital cause my sister's ex got there after put a little teddy bear in front of my house. ya after that he's got tired cause he went to my house (karawaci) from Bandung and not even eat from the afternoon.

okay,this is the complete explanation
My sister's ex,i called ka gusta called me 2 years ago to told me that he would came to my house tomorrow,so i said it's okay just come. He wanted to came because my sister was sick and wanted to gift something. but he told me that he wont my sister know so i kept this up from my sister. And the next day he call me and said he will be arrived at 8 pm because he must take the exam at his college in Bandung He told that after he done with the exam he will come soon from Bandung. At 8 pm he call me again that he already in front of my house but i can't go outside because i was sick too. So he said he only put the gift in front of my house. Then he said the keyword is 'left hand' i don't know what he means but i only said yes. After that he go home. I go outside and take the gift with rose on the top. oh so sweeet (i haven't got roses yet -__-) but a few minutes later i got phone call from ka gusta's number so i accepted it. this is the confrence i write it in indonesia:

*: hallo,selamat malam benar ini saudaranya agusta?
m: iya benar,ini siapa ya? ko bisa pegang handphonenya ka gusta?
*: ini security siloam,mbak tinggal dimana ya?
m: di karawaci. ha? security siloam? ko bisa?
* : tadi agusta pingsan di parkiran siloam,mbak kalo bisa segera dateng kesini
m: hah? oh yaya tapi gimana bisa ya pak?
* : ya pokoknya mbak dateng aja dulu kesini,agustanya ada di ugd.

This like ohmygod! i don't know what to do. i said to my sister and with my mom she go to siloam.

Silly world,like in the film right?

GRADUATEEEEEE!!!!

cieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee SMPN 19 LULUS 100%
Nemku 37.05 ya Tuhaaaaaaaaaaaaaan semoga bisa masuk 70 Amiiiiiiiiin!!!
ohya tadi ada juga gitu orang yang bilang ga bakal masuk 10 besar tapi ternyata masuk :p kan gue sebeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel! haha udah mukanya ga berdosa banget lagi! pokonya minta janji traktiran nyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! Pokoknya Congrats buat kita semua semoga bisa keterima SMA yang kita inginkan Amiiiiiiiiiiiin :) udah ah capeee,bye!

OH MY GOSH

WHY ALWAYS THAT LITTLE BITCHY GIRL?

23:16

Heeeeeeeey bingung kan jam segini gue masih bangun?

yayaya jadi ceritanya gue,dhea dan marchsya lagi nginep di rumah natasha di bintaro wekekeke jadi ceritanya mau midnight gitu,pada lagi dengerin lagu dan tapi beda laptop gitu sibuk masing-masing. Ngantuk sih tapi gak seru ah masa bobooo. Harun gamau nemeniiiiiiiin abis esia butut hoooooo siapa sih nih menggangu aja emg jam segini masih bnyk yg telpon2an apa?? busy deh esia wooo. Ehya cieeeeeeeeee Harun yang officialy keterima tarnus, 2 july ya run? okdeh. hm ngapain lagi ya? bosen nih. ohya gue belum lepas softlens soalnya lupa bawa cairannya jadi gimana dong ya? hmmmm gatau juga nih. apa ya apa ya?? -_______- yaudah ah bosen bosen ugh

Mighty Cheerleading!

Ngomong-ngomong judul blog gue kemaren; 'Awesome' jadi inget yell cheers gue jaman bahela. Di buat sama temen gue maskot cheers deh dia hehe namanya Fathiaa :) tapi tahun lalu dia pindah ke NY,sedih yaaaaa. kira-kira gini yell nya

Awesome! Oh wow!
Like tottaly freak me out
I mean right on
NTC sure are number one uh!

This is Fathia: (imut-imut kaaaaan? hehe maaf ya fath gue tilep di fb lo hihi)

hahaha dulu sebelum REDS kan namanya masih NTC (Nineteen Cheerleader)
Kangeeeen deh jadinya sama Fathia yang imut-imut ituuuuuuu hihi
Kapan-kapan main ke Indonesia dong Fath :D
Pokoknya Cheerleading pengalaman yang gak bakal gue lupain, dulu waktu masuk 19 liat demo ekskul aja langsung jatuh cinta sama cheers, trus ikut audisi nya yang lama dan susah dan ribet dan berbelit-belit (agak nyesek ada juga yang masuk tanpa seleksi) bareng Fathia akhirnya gue jadi 1 dari 5 orang yang langsung kepilih. Bayangin dong segitu banyaknya yang mau masuk cheers hehehehe bangga neeeeh gue. Agak lebay juga sih. Ya pokoknya buat cheers 19 yang sekarang namanya REDS ttp pertahanin ya kalo bisa tingkatin lagi. Bikin orang-orang yang mandang cheers cuma cewe2 bitch yang genit-genit ilang. Bikin yang bilang baju kita senonoh (padahal itu udah paling ketutup) diem ngeliat our mighty team :)
This is REDS @ PL 2008


And all my mighty girlsssssssssssssssssssss :)



cheers for our life

Soundtrack For My Beloved One....

1. Maggie
Gue akan selalu inget penggemar 'dung-dung' ini kalo lagunya Ran-Pandangan Pertama di puter. Waktu kelas 8 pas Ran ngehits banget kita langsung suka kan gieeee? Gue tergila-gila sama Nino kalo lo pertama Rayi tapi jadi pindah ke Asta karna menurut lo keren bet gitarnya haha kalo dulu sering banget di puter di radio kelas-kelas trus pas bagian 'summertime ain't a summertime......' kita langsung nyanyi bareng pake gaya tangannya Rayi haha, Gue bakal kangeeeeeen bgt gie sama loooo temen gue dari kelas 7 c:

2. Nana
Wah kalo nana pastinya Vidi dooooooooong! kita kan selalu histeris kalo ada Vidi di tv hahaha norakz nya kiteeee. tapi emang dia ganteng ya kan naaa? cool cool ugh gitu deccc haha
sama lagunya drew yang unromantic! lo banget tuh suka nyanyi pas baru ngehits hahaha! kangeeeeen deh pastinya kalo denger lagu itu langsung ke inget nana hihi

3. Marchsya & Dhea
Kalo mereka ini gue bakal inget kalo ada lagu2nya Panic! At The Disco, Cobra Starship, Fall Out Boy pokoknya Ryan Ross sama Brendon Urie kalian banget deh! hahaha

4. Yova & Wiena
Pastiiiiiiii gue inget kalian kalo ada lagu disney. Sebenernya Yova yang tergila-gila sama Jonas Brothers, Demi Lovato, Miley Cyrus daaaaaaaan No Air-Jordin sama Chris. Kalo yang Ini beneran jadi inget banget sama Yova soalnya dia pernah bikin Video ttg keluarganya pake soundtrack ini hehehe. Kalo Wiena apa yaaa? Mungkin karna sama Yova mulu jadi inget Yova inget Wiena juga. Tapi akhir2 ini jadi inget wiena kalo dengerin Graduation-Vitamin C soalnya dia yang paling hafal hihihi

thanks you guys,you all my best!

A Million Miles Away-Rihanna

Here we lay face to face once again

Silence cuts like a knife as we pretend.
And I'm wondering who will be the first to say what we both know
We're just holding on to "could have been"s and we should be letting go.

It feels like you're a million miles away as you're lying here with me tonight.
I can't even find the words to say I can find a way to make it right.
And we both know that the story's ending,
We play the part but we're just pretending and I can't hide the tears
'cause even though you're here,
It feels like you're a million miles away.

Was it me, or was it you that broke away?
For what we were is like a season love is change

And every time I think about it, it tears me up inside.

Like the rivers of emotion but I got no more tears to cry.

We can try to talk it over but we walked that road before,
While our song is playing its last note,
We both know for sure that it's time to close that door.

And i said: we just pretend that we both will be okay
but deep inside my heart i desperately feel bad
when you said we can go through all of this
i can see in your eyes
you and yourself that you're not sure